As if you forgot what it’s all for. And you don’t care. Forgetting is natural. Not caring is too. Perhaps the real question is what to do about it. To accept it as a natural state, or to fight it? If you choose to fight, what’s your weapon, your means?

If there was such an environment that would give you exactly what you want… No, not exactly what you want, that would be to your detriment, but what you need, I mean, what you really need, what you need to overcome your petty little wants and needs. Would you enter it?

It’s a struggle, sure, and a struggle is a good thing as long as there is a gain from it. Let’s say there is. Whose is it? Yours? What is it? Let’s say you win. Over what? What if the gain is not yours? Let’s say it’s for… the good of “cosmos”. Now, what is it again that you are fighting?

You’re so captured by your inner emotions and discernments that you don’t see what’s going on outside of you. Your most beneficial emotions and discernments though, are intermediates between internal and the external. They’re inter-discernments, inter-motions. Interrelations.

To be dependent on others, perhaps it’s not what we think it is. Perhaps it’s nothing but pride that makes you think that you’re proud to be independent. But in a good world it’s probably a bad thing, a crazy illusion, like suggesting that a tree stands free, or that a star shines by its own power.

The fact that each one has his part to correct, but on the other hand, all we have to do is to try to connect, it seems like a contradiction but I guess it’s not. Because we are doing it. The individual path is harsh, but it actually doesn’t exist.

Funny enough, you’re not responsible. Perhaps you feel it’s up to you to change the world, change your thoughts. From shit to good. But you’re wrong; your only responsibility is to want it. Easier said than done. Turns out that asking for help is your only duty.

Are you aware of your relation to the general state of the universe, whether you are adding to its well being or stealing from it? We’re probably all thieves, though we don’t feel it. We half pretend, half believe that we have the right to exploit.

An action of trust. I guess it’s when you make the choice not to trust yourself. What correct calculation did you ever make? Was there even one that wasn’t for the same blunt cause (your own benefit)? If the answer is no, what will it take to put your trust in something more trustworthy?